When will this shit subside? If feels like it will never go away. The love I gave you I did not recieve. You were my world but you destroyed everything I had. Why must I feel this way about you? I'm just a fucking drug addict. I want to use you and I want you to use me. You made me happy because you made me not feel. I don't want to feel anymore. I don't want to care. I want to die. Living has gotten old but death is over rated. I see no hope. All I see is misery. Why do I like being so depressed? Why?